game over
Its only been an hour or so that I just woke up.. I really had trouble sleeping last night.. I was thinking about what she said last night.. Ok I'm really lying if I say that I aint hurt at all.. Of course I felt hurt and sad.. But I guess I managed to disguise it.. I was thinking why all this happened and what mistakes have I done to deserve this..
Ok, I truly understand what u're going through right now.. Unrequited love is nothing new to me.. It's always IN me.. In fact I'm facing it right now am I not?
I'm not saying all this out of anger.. What's the point of being angry? It only makes me satisfied for a while after venting it on others.. What doesnt kill me only makes me stronger..
The important thing is that I've learnt something from this experience.. The lesson learnt is that I can't own everything that I desire.. I have to be content with what I have..
Best of luck for your first day of work today.. =)
12/11/2006 05:45:00 PM
goal scored!